awww... honestly!
i made such a HUGE mistake with the flights it's not even funny. was consciously telling myself to book the night after the VII plans, BUT found out like couple hours ago that i'm flying home tmr night. what a poo. things always happen for a reason though. one more day, and possible party time with the girlies at home so i guess i'm not complaining!
anyways. to address somethin'-somethin' that needs a little commentin' on. people always like to think they are indispensable. and while i think it's human nature, i think the degree to which you are in fact dispensable depends a lot on knowing yourself. i've seen ugly, i've seen bad and i've seen the best that people can offer. but what i can say is i never regret sticking to the values and principles i promise myself to uphold. whether that necessarily leads to ultimately good or bad outcomes, i think it an honourable thing if you can look back and say well, at that point in time, i didn't know it would turn out this way but i stuck to what i believed in and so there! not to sound like some martyr, but if the silly things can bring joy and content to some at the expense of ppl with bigger hearts then so be it. it's like robin hood's robbing the rich and giving to the poor. if something bad were to happen, might as well be unto the one with the capacity to handle it rather than the weak. lashing and flashing might do the trick but sometimes, and i quote wendy on this; logic and sensible thinking does not work when you try to rationale with a wall.
Walls and Dogs.
i do not feel the need to hmm, how do i word it? critique? insult? on the actions of others, merely because i would only be teaching ppl lessons they do not deserve. but u know how a coin always has two sides. recently, i have seen and felt things unimaginable for some ppl. epic events in life where i would draw upon in the future and say... omg if i could keep that sort of happiness in my pocket for the rest of my life; i would be the person who has it all. honestly the people i have filled my life with are 100% awesome. i say it again and again, because it's so true. :) i would go into the details of what some have done/gone through for me but someone once said if something was really important to you, don't talk abt it - ingenius.
i accepted the nomination for the eb elections, and being on the org comm for RnR night, as well as having an assignment due 2/10 means that i have approx 23 hrs to settle all this shit. and get eucalyptus oil for the aunt.
respect the parents.
not only through word, and what you tell others.
but through deed.
are you old enough to be responsible for yourself and to fulfill your responsibilities towards them?
if you are, are you doing a good job of it?
conditions, occasions, facts. and i just found my new tattoo.